"It's a big day." I decided I needed to announce to the person who works at the coffee shop I go to nearly every day. It was 3 in the afternoon, so a little late for drinking coffee. Without anyone else in the store, she indulged me. "Why's that?" By the time my words had turned from a mere thought to vocalization, I'd regretted saying anything out loud. Why did I even care, why would she even care about what I had to share. I motion to the stuffed (free with my 3 month subscription) New Yorker tote bag with a cable box and other accessories on my right shoulder and say that "I'm finally getting rid of cable! I've been thinking about it for over a year and I'm finally doing it."